Wonder Mother

Happy 2nd birthday to my dearest son. I love you more than ever. You have given me 2 years of wonderful journey. I thanked you for that. So much joy and  happiness. Thank you Allah for choosing me as his mom. Being a mom really is my greatest achievement, and having you as my son really is the best thing ever happened in my life. Semoga mommy bisa jadi ibu yg lebih baik buat Cyril, jadi ibu kebanggaan Cyril sekarang dan seterusnya. Amin. Jadi ini sebenernya postingan yang super telat sih, karena Cyril ultahnya udah tanggal 4 kemaren. Awalnya gak ada rencana celebration karena ayahnya tanggal 3 mau berangkat. Meskipun jauh sebelum tau ayahnya bilang mau berangkat aku udah berencana mo rayain sama bocah bocah komplek aja. Cuma masih disimpen dalam hati aja sampe akhirnya ayahnya bilang tanggal 3 maret mo berangkat 2 minggu. Dan dia bilang ini 3 minggu sebelum tanggal 3 maret itu. Eh tapi mukjizat dateng pas tanggal 2 ayahnya bilang gak jadi berangkat. Alhamdulillah. Terus nenek C...

OMG I skip three of my baby's updates. It was in my draft for so long. When I tried to continue writing, my blog just wont open. I dont know what had happened to my blog. I tried so many times to open my blog, but it was a waste of time. It took lotsa time to load but ended up with an error. Goshh.. that made me forgot to write. So.. fast forward to his 21st update.... Im sooooooo blessed to watch my baby grows. He is 21 months already, almost 2 years of age. He is such a big boy now. He now can recite a simple song like 'cicak di dinding'. With his unclear speech he really does sing. I mean the WHOLE song, from the beginning to the end, ON HIS OWn. He loves to sing nowadays, still obsessed with cars tho, but he loves to sing along. Im just blown away in how fast he learn the song so he can sing along with me. He memorizes all the song amazingly good. He loves loves loves to sing 'wheels on the bus', 'twinkle twinkle', 'baa baa black sheep', ...

Baby..baby..baby.. you are officially one and a half year of age. I cant believe time flies really fast. You re not even a baby anymore, eventhough sometimes we still treat you like a tiny little baby. hehe. So whats new? well...hes officially drinking formula now. Yep.. I was one of those mothers who swore not to give the baby a formula ever. But look what Ive done now... Okay, so I give him formula because I am sooooo super desperate on feeding my baby. Hes been so hard to eat for quite a long time in my opinion. This really makes me cry, angry, worry, and everything. His growth and developments are pretty amazing but he just not gaining any weight since he was around 14 months. I mean... of course he gains weight but its extremely slow and just a little. I notice the theory saying as the baby grows older and having so much activity, they wont be gaining weight as fast and as much as when theyre under 12 months. Okay, I get that. But this??? added with his unwillingness to eat.. ...

Ahh.. this is totally a very latepost. I thought I already published it,but guess what? its been in my draft for almost 2 weeks. Goshh. How could this happen? Maybe an error occured when I clicked 'publish'. Okay straight to the point... Happy 17 months my baby boy! Cant believe you just turned 17mos. Why you grow up so fast? haha... yeah, thats called life. I just have to face it. Anyway.. Im so blessed to witness your growth. Love love love you so so very muchhh. So... this little kid here has amazingly transformed into a little man. The way he acts, understands, behaves, speaks and everything pretty much like us, adults. His vocabs improved so much. He now can say awat (pesawat), bingbing (mobil), duda (roda), aju (baju), jan (ujan), bibi (bumblebee), boa (bola), duduk, nggak, iya, pu cat (pussycat), jam, and many more. Im so super duper proud of him. His interest in cars is still on a high level. I mean he's obsessed with it. Cars on the road, cars displayed a...

Marhaban ya Ramadhan.. Im feeling blessed to taste this holy month again. Alhamdulillah. Been busy, but happy. Im just focusing on ibadah, taking care of my kid, and of course running the household. Now that I got a chance to write, lets just get down to it. ;) So on July 4th, my baby turned 16 months. Woohoo... Happy sixteen months my baby! Love you so so incredibly much. This sixteen months been amazing to me, to watch him grow. And Im pretty sure that he feels the same way as he gets to explore and discover so many things in this world he never EVER known, experienced, nor thought of. Day after day he learns and experiences more and more. His eyes, mouth, gestures, and everything show how curious and excited he is. The world just fascinates him. Now that he is 16, he understands almost every word I say. He LOVES to repeat words that come out from one's mouth. You can just say anything and he will follow. So this is a lesson for me as a mom coz I have to watch my word, wat...

Hello blog... hello world.. I am feeling wonderfull today. So Imma write this post. Yes I know its kinda late, cuz yesterday and 2 days ago I was having a little bit of a breakdown, well not really. I just had this thing going on with my kid and didn get enough sleep. Okay I will tell it here. So...horray to my babyboy of turning 15 months. This such a blessing. Hes grown so much. I am so happy that he finally has new teeth. Yup 2 teeth up there in the middle. Pheew.. been waiting for this moment so long. Haha. But those teeth were threatning me. My nipples. Oh man, I just scared whenever I have to breastfeed him especially at bedtime. Grrr... he could bite like biting the hardest thing in the world. Oh it hurts SO MUCH. He ripped the skin off. It made an open wound on my nipple. Yep thats my breakdown I ve been talking about. So I tried to limit breastfeeding my baby. At bedtime, I tried so hard to put him into sleep without him sucking my nipples, and its NIGHTMARE. It was like a...

Have you ever feeling blue after your baby born? Well I certainly have, and it is called Baby Blues Syndrome. That is like the deepest, lowest, darkest, rock bottom point of my life. Might sounds like Im exagerating, but thats the truth. It wasnt pleasant at all. I never thought in a million years that would experience this state. I was like... "it wont happen to me". Then after the baby was born, well...when I first saw him, I was in tears of happiness but the next 2-3 weeks, NIGHTMARE. Baby blues is pretty much like a mild state of depression. You see, having a baby can be exhilarating and exhausting. When I was pregnant I only thought of how exhilarating it would be, and never expected it would be such a huge challenge. After birth, the hormone levels drop and it affects everything especially moods. As for myself, I had to face the fact that I had no breastmilk in 3 days. Meaning my baby had no intake at all in 3 days. This worried me A LOT. I was a beginner so my mind...