Wonder Mother

Hello blog... hello world.. I am feeling wonderfull today. So Imma write this post. Yes I know its kinda late, cuz yesterday and 2 days ago I was having a little bit of a breakdown, well not really. I just had this thing going on with my kid and didn get enough sleep. Okay I will tell it here. So...horray to my babyboy of turning 15 months. This such a blessing. Hes grown so much. I am so happy that he finally has new teeth. Yup 2 teeth up there in the middle. Pheew.. been waiting for this moment so long. Haha. But those teeth were threatning me. My nipples. Oh man, I just scared whenever I have to breastfeed him especially at bedtime. Grrr... he could bite like biting the hardest thing in the world. Oh it hurts SO MUCH. He ripped the skin off. It made an open wound on my nipple. Yep thats my breakdown I ve been talking about. So I tried to limit breastfeeding my baby. At bedtime, I tried so hard to put him into sleep without him sucking my nipples, and its NIGHTMARE. It was like a

Have you ever feeling blue after your baby born? Well I certainly have, and it is called Baby Blues Syndrome. That is like the deepest, lowest, darkest, rock bottom point of my life. Might sounds like Im exagerating, but thats the truth. It wasnt pleasant at all. I never thought in a million years that would experience this state. I was like... "it wont happen to me". Then after the baby was born, well...when I first saw him, I was in tears of happiness but the next 2-3 weeks, NIGHTMARE. Baby blues is pretty much like a mild state of depression. You see, having a baby can be exhilarating and exhausting. When I was pregnant I only thought of how exhilarating it would be, and never expected it would be such a huge challenge. After birth, the hormone levels drop and it affects everything especially moods. As for myself, I had to face the fact that I had no breastmilk in 3 days. Meaning my baby had no intake at all in 3 days. This worried me A LOT. I was a beginner so my mind