My Birthday Boy

Happy Bday my adorable baby boy! You are 1 year of age now. Whatta big boy you are. Still remember the moment you came out from the womb which still bring tears to my eyes. Such a massive transformation from a tiny little wrinkled baby to a boy like now. You know, I wanna throw you a big bday party, but I changed my mind. You re so little that you wouldnt even understand the whole party thing. I know you can get the ambience and excited in crowd, but you just wont connect yet. You havent even make friends. So hopefully if I could, then I would make a birthday bash for you someday, next year, or I dunno, just whenever you re big enough to understand, to enjoy the celebration and to connect with others that will be invited.

Now that you re getting bigger you know how to express your feeling and emotion. Hopefully I can take those expressions in a right way. I just wanna be a mother you ll proud of. The best mom for you. Even I know that Im not, but Im trying thou, and will always try. Im so sorry for everything that Ive done wrong to you, or for my lack of understanding in what you wanted, or my impatience or anything. I hope Allah will always give me strength and health to raise you my baby boy.

I love you too much my baby. I love you to the moon and back. You are my guiding lights, my blood rushing through my vein, my sky, my ground, my universe. Words cant even describe how much I love you. If theres a word greater than 'love' I will for sure use that word to describe my love to you. May sounds exagerating but its true from deep within my heart. You know I always pray for you. Pray everything good for you. Allah knows my prayer, and I hope even I dont say it out loud, you will always know that I have my own prayer for you and loves you forever.

Happy Birthday!


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