Wonder Mother

Hello blog! Almost miss the 12 months update. Been busy moving out. So exhausting. Okay..so in this 12mos of age, my baby can walk now, even just 3 to 4 steps and then fall. Kinda scary to see him walk, but Im proud. Still got 2 teeth and doesnt seem like another tooth would come out soon. I amazed mostly with his tiny lil brain that has grown soooooooo much. He now knows how to express things. He even pays attention to what people saying or doing. He knows what to do when I said 'pokameame' , 'sisir', 'hello' on the phone, 'kiss', 'salim', 'semut', 'ball', etc. The way he acts is just unimaginable to me and hilarious at the same time. He loves pointing at something hes interested with. He just likes to communicate eventhough I dont understand any words coming from his mouth. Oh..he just super adorable. Things are going well exceeeeeepptt...mealtime behavior.  Omigoshhh.. this is just really on my nervessssss. Not only he

Happy Bday my adorable baby boy! You are 1 year of age now. Whatta big boy you are. Still remember the moment you came out from the womb which still bring tears to my eyes. Such a massive transformation from a tiny little wrinkled baby to a boy like now. You know, I wanna throw you a big bday party, but I changed my mind. You re so little that you wouldnt even understand the whole party thing. I know you can get the ambience and excited in crowd, but you just wont connect yet. You havent even make friends. So hopefully if I could, then I would make a birthday bash for you someday, next year, or I dunno, just whenever you re big enough to understand, to enjoy the celebration and to connect with others that will be invited. Now that you re getting bigger you know how to express your feeling and emotion. Hopefully I can take those expressions in a right way. I just wanna be a mother you ll proud of. The best mom for you. Even I know that Im not, but Im trying thou, and will always try